Actually I already am
i wanna date someone and live with them in a shitty apartment but be happy about it because we are happy together and we can decorate it with stupid dorky posters of shit we like and figurines and art and we can cook weird recipes we found on the internet and eat them and watch cartoons even if the food is gross because we made it and we’re perfect
is anyONE ELSE JUST SO EXCITED FOR PUMPKINS AND HOT CHOCOLATE AND HaLLOwEEEEN AND SPOOKY MOVIES AND FAIRS AND KNEE SOCKS AND PUMPKIN LATTES AND BIG BLANKETS AND COZY CUDDLY SWEATERS AND PRETTY LEAVES AND i just started crYING
You are a
in a while,
do not drown
Drank an espresso at 9 last night to get through the shift. Bad idea.
Couldn’t fall asleep for shit. Justin rubbed my back and everything. Finally got to sleep but had weird dreams. Got up to pee three times.
I left the light on in the bathroom and close my closet door with the light off and went back to bed. Fell asleep on my back and began my nightmare.
In my dream everything was the same as real life, I woke up to a noise from the bathroom and noticed the light had been turned off, looked up and saw the closet door open with the light on. When I turned to justin to wake him up his head turned to me and blood spilled out of his mouth an his eyeballs had come out of their sockets. I couldn’t move, I couldn’t scream. Woke up drenched in sweat with justin next to me. By that time I only had twenty minutes to sleep before having to get up for work.
Now my boss is 30 minutes late and I’m stuck outside.